My intestines are functioning well. I’m also less sensitive to bowel infections. If it happens again, is passes more quickly.
I haven’t had a headache for at least 3 months. I only occasionally suffer from a minor and slight headache.
I used to be allergic to medication, this has improved. I also have less problems taking pain-killers, something towards which I used to have an aversion in the past.
My tiredness is gradually improving.
So far I have rarely suffered from throat infections, not even when I had a nose cold in September. In the past I used to have a throat infection at least once a month.
In the past, I very often felt a strong cramp in my neck, radiating towards my shoulders. This has completely disappeared.
I no longer feel washed out after contact with people who are infirm or invalid.
In contacts with people, I feel more at ease and I can sense things better. As a result I’m better at picking up signals from others, and consequently I know better how to react and what to say. I feel less afraid of saying the wrong things. I’m less upset by people’s reactions. I can stay calm and I can better respond to reactions of others.
The attitude of women towards me has changed. They can appreciate me more and they show more interest in me. I can feel, show and give more love to others. I have also noticed that I no longer attract women who are interested in me and who at the same time have difficulties. I also no longer have the impression that only children and elderly people like me.
Gradually I can express my feelings better. I’m no longer ashamed of my feelings. Those feelings of shame have often made me insecure in all kinds of situations. Now I’m less inhibited to talk about my feelings and as a result I can talk more fluently to people. I’m able to tell more and more easily than I used to.
As a result of these diverse improvements in my contacts with people, relationships with people have become easier and warmer.
My health, my spiritual growth and my career are still very important to me, but they obsess me less. I can think about them more light-heartedly. If people remark that I’m very occupied with these matters, I no longer feel attacked and I can joke about it myself a little.
I’ve always criticized myself a lot, I have always reproached myself for being a fool or I blamed myself that I should have done things differently, etc. Now I can feel more love for myself, I’m able to say: that was stupid, I could have done it differently, but better next time. I can forgive myself, I’m a little bit nicer to myself.
I feel a lot less tense in the presence of a woman. I can easily talk to a woman without fearing her reaction.
I feel less fear for intimacy with women.
I can relax better and I enjoy things better. I’m looking more and more positive to live, I can better concentrate on what goes well and I’m less solely occupied with what goes wrong in my life.
It hasn’t happened again that things go wrong when I want to buy something. That used to happen frequently in the past.
I can better deal with the combination of “working, studying, having to finish another task again”. This is less causing me stress, I feel more like: “I can do this”. I also worry less about the fact that I have little time to study, I don’t panic that easily anymore. I now rather feel that I can catch up later. I don’t have a single moment of peace bBecause of the loads of work, but I can stay calm about it and I feel less stressed out because of it.
I can keep a clear structure in the conversation during the practice of conversations with patients, I no longer mix questions up, which is confusing the patient. I feel more secure during the presentation of questions, and as a result I can keep a better structure and I don’t ask questions randomly anymore. Even though my presentation of questions is still too elaborate and too suggestive. One could have the impression I’m getting better at keeping structure through exercise, but I feel I really have a better talent for it. The improvement that was reached is a result of the breaking of patterns and not the result of exercise.
After the anamnesis I had also difficulties in carrying out the right physical examination and I didn’t know what I had to pay attention to. This is going better. I can better formulate given information . I can better structure my thinking, talking and writing. Here too, I feel I have a talent I didn’t have before. Again some patterns that have been removed. Although I still have difficulties with reasoning clinically.
Now and then something that had already improved, comes back, but after a few days or a week, it passes. For a few weeks, I’ve also suffered from the fear of not knowing something but meanwhile this is going better too.
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