Marnyka’s eating disorder has been solved, her weight is unchanged, she can better accept herself, is more stable
The results I have described earlier in connection to my eating habits have been stable. I have got rid of my bad eating habits. My weight has not changed but I have gone down a size in my clothes. I am finished with the Pilates program and the gym. I find myself wanting to go outside more and play with my son and walk in our neighbourhood. I understand that movement is necessary in order to lose weight.
I don’t call myself names as often like I used to. Like fatass, stupid etc. My feelings about myself are not as hurtful as it was. I am becoming more accepting of how I look and accepting responsibility for putting myself in this situation. I don’t care as much about what members of the family think about me being fat. I recently went to a family reunion and was not worried about what others thought about my weight.
I do not worry about my son anymore. I am less concerned about my family members’ health.
I had a tendency of thinking of the worst case scenarios. This doesn’t show up as often. If it still happens I will insert best case scenarios instead.
When my son is acting out, I will occasionally get a little aggressive with him, but most of the time I am more in allowance with him having a fit and working it out for himself.
I don’t feel as much need of bringing up subjects that are frustrating to me, like ‘I don’t like work’.
I have no more fluctuating moods at work. I do not run out of time at work anymore. I am not dominant or bossy anymore with people that work for me.
I can easily say to people that I was wrong when this is the case.
I still do not participate in social events as often but I do not use the excuse that I have to take care of my son as the reason why I don’t. I don’t feel I will still use the colour of my skin to get a job either.
I don’t get annoyed or impatient with other people anymore. I am not that easily disappointed in people anymore. I’m not too concerned about other people like I was. I will allow them to be who they are.
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Marnyka is better at making friends, has more self-confidence, can better accomplish an aegenda
I am more trying to make friends and I am being more successful with this. I have met someone at a seminar and that lives close and I visit her. I have also been out with some of my husband’s co-workers.
I have been saying hello to strangers more often. I smile and say hello.
I don’t care as much of what my husband’s family thinks of me. I feel that I don’t have to worry about how they feel about me. I don’t feel the desire anymore to show to others that I can achieve what they have achieved. I am more laid back and let others experience things their way.
I feel I don’t need the confirmation of other people as much, I compliment myself and I am not looking for compliments of others as much.
I do not think anymore that other people’s issues are more important than mine and that I have to help them before doing my own things. I still offer my services but I do not let things go out of control anymore. I have began to allow for people to have their own experiences.
I can accept people not wanting to follow the plan I have in place. I will accept others people choices more. I don’t have a problem with people making their own choices anymore.
When I’m having conversations with people, I have been trying to be more fully engaged instead of concentrating partly on myself.
I am still doing the same job and I have started my own business as well. I practice my healing on people and things at work as well as having some clients.
I still procrastinate and I still have not much of organizational skills but I do not perceive that at my job as much and I am getting my work done quicker.
I take more initiative, I feel less that another person has to help me for me to accomplish my goals or my agenda. I know I can do everything on my own. And I don’t have a problem asking for help at the same time.
I do not have the experience anymore that things seem to go wrong from the time I wake up.
I still have urges to spend money immediately but I am slowing down.
I used to think that I needed to trust things wholeheartedly, especially when I thought something would help me financially. I no longer am pulled into the Get Rich Quick scheme type of stuff. If something is related to money, I will not act upon it right away see if I still feel the same way about it later and then if I do, maybe I purchase it.
My joints do not hurt as much as they used to.
I have no more allergies.
